A little bit of insight from the pieces of a broken heart

The tables have turned
My stronghold is now the weakest link
The people I trusted have let me down
My best friend is no longer there
When I need him when times are rough.
Everything I know, used to know
Everything I wanted is gone.
As time passes we count our blessings
But always emphasize the curses
All the things we once knew,
Everythign we loved it's all gone
The people that we admire the most are the very ones that hurt us the most
The one i used to run to when everything was wrong
He doesn't care. never did.
But he's never felt rejection.
He's always had people there for him.
No one knows the feeling of rejection that I"m so fond of
Maybe God put him in my life for a reason
But why would he consantly hurt me?
He says he cares but in my heart deep down inside i know he doesnt.
To him i'm just a dumb girl that isn't important and that doesn't matter
Why should he care about me?
What am i to him?
He doesn't need me. He only needs me when it will benefit him.